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Social Para Normal Para Social

by Ignatz Höch & Hannah Mouse

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I saw Siouxsie Sioux being breast fed by Paris Hilton and felt reborn in the loving light of a higher power. a whine more intoxicating than the trash grapes of california more hypnotising than a server warehouse humming with sissy porn. A hole subtley highlighted by the fact that it's closed. a romantic feeling for the shows that replaced music videos the shows that i never saw. the beach trip we took online, the surf breaking between our keys bedroom recording in bedroom swimwear we don't see the rain on the window, because the curtains are closed a song with more kindness than desperation but so much desperation but so much desperation but so much desperation but so much lets be friends, i'll keep you in my headphones and you'll never hear from me I'll be good and just quietly listen to you cry I'll stare into your heart like a whirring and fucked clock and wish I could fix anything but my hands are weakening and you're actually oceans away laughing but crying but laughing but crying but laughing crying but laughing but crying but laughing but crying thank you for being here with me for letting me be here with you
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she's just at work (online always.) Like perpetually realising, as if for the first time, that the bartender you've been chatting to is not your friend, she's just at work (online always.) I hope you're making your money I hope you get everything you need I hope the world finds you bathed in lilacs I hope spiralling tendrils drip from your fingers I hope you're found by the light of a low sun reaching longingly for you through branches you're easy to like because you're so far away you're easy to like because you're always here you're easy to like because you're impossible to read you're easy to like because you're impossible to judge you're easy to like because you know what you want you're easy to like because you know who you are I hope this is true for both of us although I know in my heart it is not
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When you post selfies it feels like I might die, but actually it's keeping me alive. draped like calla lilies across misaligned furniture scattered from a crashing vase this is how you lie here on the glass in my hand tears rising in me like pin pricks to oil wells rich and revolting rising in me how can I look at you and not feel like i'm dying to not feel so far from life to see your face is to imagine the night sky while knowing i'm buried alive but when you post your pictures like calling cards at the station i can hear the shovel scraping through the stony earth and i know you're digging me out. you reach down and lift me up you reach down and lift us up you reach and reach and reach until we might meet the sky together
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trans lesbian pining memes - Hey I really like you - Wanna come over and make out * cuts to world map * You're oceans away and the ocean hates us but the ocean holds us. I remember Penny said "longing lasts longer" and bitch, she wasn't wrong. This distance won't kill us before our poverty does. Scraping by and scraping off. A curse on ever yacht that didn't bring you here. May they all be swallowed by the water that joins us. Lying in my bed, remotely in your arms. Arms I've never seen but I feel all the time. The dm's are folding space, and here you are again. yeah the ghosts are real, and here you are again, in the water that joins us. - You're a tranny faggot. - Bitch so are you. * cuts to bedroom scene *
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In case you don't come back, I'll miss you but I'm already glad you made it out. I've seen your posts at all hours I've seen desperate messages from a 3am in a different time zone I don't have it in me to do the maths or the maps or to know why am I here reading It sometimes feels like everyone is ready to give up at once like a fog of collapse spilling over our timelines You can't put your arms around a memory and you can't put your arms around this either don't try don't try don't try I've seen nothing for months I've seen your profile gone dark And I've wondered. and wondered. is she gone for good this time for good. for good good it got that bad and then a picture on another account or a phone footage music video dirty snow on the ground still somehow reaching And I know you're still alive And I know you're alive you're alive you're alive you're alive you're alive

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Six minimalist show tunes, Hi-NRG goth music and social media ballads. This is an album about looking for trans community online during a pandemic, one way transmissions, what it's like to be a fan, big feelings mediated by big tech, and trawling band camp dot com in search of an adequate reflection.

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released February 11, 2022

All songs by Judy Moore except track 3 written by Kurt Weill and Sarah Vaughn.

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Ignatz Höch & Hannah Mouse Berlin, Germany

Ignatz Höch & Hannah Mouse is the musical project of multi-functional artist Judy Moore. She is a twitching mass of asymmetrical insects and spray glue in the shape of a woman. She smells of White Diamonds by Elizabeth Taylor.

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